My story of how small things leads to destruction .

I recently experienced a deep wave of unconsciousness, It was very hard for me to escape that wave. Today in this blog I am gonna share my new fresh experienced about mind. 

Let us begin... 

So being a reader, I have an idea of how our mind works. And I know what is good for our brain and all that, maybe it would be unbearable or congenial. 

The day was Thursday 14 Dec 2023, for the first time I installed a game on my laptop, which was 'I AM ALIVE', it was my first new experience playing a game on the laptop. And trust me it was really satisfying for my mind. 

This was the first step...

Then on Saturday, I installed GTA VICE CITY on my laptop. Now this was no more work of myself that suddenly I had a thought, I ran for that, Of course not... 

That day I Saw the trailer of GTA VI, and watching the visuals I started to download GTA games on mobile, but on laptop, it gets more congenial to play. 

My laptop is not that capable of playing games, it is 10 years old...Anyhow I got to know that my laptop supports GTA Vice City so, from that time I  lost control of my mind...

Then I ran for the more realistic game and I got oblivion, but since our minds were so weird, I was ruining behind more and more best games.

That day, I had files OF GTA 4, but they were not working, may you believe it or not but I spent more than 7 hours behind that file on that day. 

But the output was nothing. And I was completely out of my mind. Then I got another friend, who had that game, and on Wednesday I had that, but for the past two days, I was either playing Vice City, or trying to install GTA 4. 

You can assume my level of madness, by the following things.

I skipped some of my lectures. 

Two days I skipped my Lunch. 

I had done no studies.   

And no reading as well. 

Then, on Wed at 5.29 pm handwork of hours of extracting files, downloading files, etc. I was somehow able to play GTA 4. Till Saturday, 23-12-2023 By mistake one of the files was deleted from GTA 4. It was a great misery for me. The way to play the game, "I will have to reinstall that game" was told by my friend.  

And that time, I just contemplated for some time, that what I was doing, I have my papers in the coming few days. I was totally indulged in gaming.  And taking back control of my mind, I Deleted all those games from my laptop. It was a moment of fruition for me. 

And, after deleting that games, I went for a walk, And I deeply contemplated about my past days, And surprisingly I was not able to memorize what I did. At that moment I was just memorizing games, and all those things, of how I started playing.  

The dopamine that was released, while gaming was far more dangerous for me. Really I wasted my whole week. Now I am feeling sorry for that, 

"That should not have happened with a guy, who teaches life lessons", may you think like this, but it is a harsh reality, What I am going to convey to you is that, the destruction of our mind, starts with tiny things, and how surrounding affects our mind, in my case it started with a seed of trailer, but at the correct time, I realized what I was doing. It was just by mistake that, freed my mind, by deleting that small file. 

But in your life, may it happen or not (delete file by mistake), may you never get time to think about what you are doing. And even if you have time to think, maybe your surroundings will stop you, by giving more and more. 

So, this was my story of escaping the matrix of the game. 

Be aware of your surroundings....   

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